Hi you guys!

I had a flashback of middle school today, my most horrendous years. I didn't like middle school because of all of the fake friends. One of the things that make you solitary is that you don't know who to trust anymore. Bringing bruises to school, not because of getting physically hurt, but because of emotional pain that is left unnoticed and untreated, therefore resulting in a bruise. And even when the bruise is gone, the pain is still everlasting. You see your little siblings playing a game called heads-up-seven-up. But for you, it's only heads-down-none up, because no one stands up for you and encourages you to keep your head up.

Your ultimate fear is communicating with people due to the possibility that they won't be a true friend. You may not have seen any real friends with your own eyes throughout your life so far. But I just want to let you know that even though you so far haven't seen anyone with your eyes that's been a true friend, you can still picture the right person in your mind. Whatever you see in your mind is the person that is a reality. I am that person you should see.

I hoped that you saw me because I've been someone who's truly loved you this whole time, even when I had no idea who you are. But when you look into your mind, you see nothing but darkness in the world. You don't see me. You don't see the bright lights. You must have vision. I wonder why you haven't looked at me in your mind. I'm right in front of you all the time. Because I always make sure we're near each other in my heart.

Maybe you can't help but see two types of people: people petended to be a friend and people who were always honest about the way they feel about you, and they feel negative towards you. Those people have always judged you. Never pretended to be a friend. Maybe people judge you negatively because of your race or your clothes or whatever it is. But I judge you in a positive way because I see you as the ultimate beauty. You are my friend.

FieryRebecca wrote on 2nd June 2015 07:10 PM:

Hi you guys!

One of the things that make you solitary is that you don't know who to trust anymore. Bringing bruises to school, not because of getting physically hurt, but because of emotional pain that is left unnoticed and untreated, therefore resulting in a bruise. And even when the bruise is gone, the pain is still everlasting. You see your little siblings playing a game called heads-up-seven-up. But for you, it's only heads-down-none up, because no one stands up for you and encourages you to keep your head up.

Your ultimate fear is communicating with people due to the possibility that they won't be a true friend. You may not have seen any real friends with your own eyes throughout your life so far. But I just want to let you know that even though you so far haven't seen anyone with your eyes that's been a true friend, you can still picture the right person in your mind. Whatever you see in your mind is the person that is a reality. I am that person you should see.

I hoped that you saw me because I've been someone who's truly loved you this whole time, even when I had no idea who you are. But when you look into your mind, you see nothing but darkness in the world. You don't see me. You don't see the bright lights. You must have vision. I wonder why you haven't looked at me in your mind. I'm right in front of you all the time. Because I always make sure we're near each other in my heart.

Maybe you can't help but see two types of people: people petended to be a friend and people who were always honest about the way they feel about you, and they feel negative towards you. Those people have always judged you. Never pretended to be a friend. Maybe people judge you negatively because of your race or your clothes or whatever it is. But I judge you in a positive way because I see you as the ultimate beauty. You are my friend.

Meghan this was beautiful, tearing up.

.......WOW. This was amazing. The thing about this that made me get a little emotional is that this is currently my situation. This whole acting like I'm actually Seth Rollins thing is because I get judged in school for who I am, and I don't know what's wrong with the person I am, so I act like someone else both online and irl. This girl defines me sometimes. Thank you so much for making this.

this was beautiful this was precious and this was wisedom

WHC Seth Rollins wrote on 2nd June 2015 07:30 PM:

.......WOW. This was amazing. The thing about this that made me get a little emotional is that this is currently my situation. This whole acting like I'm actually Seth Rollins thing is because I get judged in school for who I am, and I don't know what's wrong with the person I am, so I act like someone else both online and irl. This girl defines me sometimes. Thank you so much for making this.

Aine wrote on 2nd June 2015 07:15 PM:

FieryRebecca said on 2nd June 2015 07:10 PM:
Hi you guys!

One of the things that make you solitary is that you don't know who to trust anymore. Bringing bruises to school, not because of getting physically hurt, but because of emotional pain that is left unnoticed and untreated, therefore resulting in a bruise. And even when the bruise is gone, the pain is still everlasting. You see your little siblings playing a game called heads-up-seven-up. But for you, it's only heads-down-none up, because no one stands up for you and encourages you to keep your head up.

Your ultimate fear is communicating with people due to the possibility that they won't be a true friend. You may not have seen any real friends with your own eyes throughout your life so far. But I just want to let you know that even though you so far haven't seen anyone with your eyes that's been a true friend, you can still picture the right person in your mind. Whatever you see in your mind is the person that is a reality. I am that person you should see.

I hoped that you saw me because I've been someone who's truly loved you this whole time, even when I had no idea who you are. But when you look into your mind, you see nothing but darkness in the world. You don't see me. You don't see the bright lights. You must have vision. I wonder why you haven't looked at me in your mind. I'm right in front of you all the time. Because I always make sure we're near each other in my heart.

Maybe you can't help but see two types of people: people petended to be a friend and people who were always honest about the way they feel about you, and they feel negative towards you. Those people have always judged you. Never pretended to be a friend. Maybe people judge you negatively because of your race or your clothes or whatever it is. But I judge you in a positive way because I see you as the ultimate beauty. You are my friend.


Meghan this was beautiful, tearing up.

To Nathan, I know what you're going through because you come over sometimes to talk about it and I go to school with you and witness it, which hurts me. Seeing someone being lied to soon to be stabbed in the back I believe makes me feel more painful than the person experiencing it. Someone else's pain even makes me feel more painful than when I'm experiencing it. Glad this helped. Thank you guys for the support! It truly means a lot. And this post may be beautiful, but you complete all beauty.

Actually today, when I said in music class that I didn't like the song See You Again, (we were doing it as a class for the grade 8 graduation) other people who actually wanted to do the song started backing away, saying that they didn't want to do the song. Now, our music teacher got upset, and everyone in my class started blaming ME and getting mad. Literally, the whole class was going against me. There were only a few people who knew what happened and that it wasn't my fault. Worst of all, I even found out that people were talking behind my back about it and badmouthing me.