hello guys. im so sorry to say this. but i dont think i can do it anymore.

my dog died recently to a car. i watched her die. it was so graphic. and i just cant. im too depressed.

this community is just too toxic for me. i cant take it. im alone. sad. hopeless. i cant do it anymore, not here.

goodbye oldcp. im so sorry. ugh.

i will be on discord. but not here.

did i mention how toxic the community is?

it's toxic. too toxic for me. im leaving. this game is terrible. damen sucks. i hate my life.

goodbye.

it's so toxic.
toxic community.

goodbye.

I'm really sorry for your lost, that's my worst nightmare honestly.

Sleddy wrote on 23rd December 2019, 04:44 PM:

I'm really sorry for your lost, that's my worst nightmare honestly.

If you couldn't tell I was being sarcastic, I apologize much more for yours.

Alatar wrote on 23rd December 2019, 04:48 PM:

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Sleddy wrote on 23rd December 2019, 04:44 PM:
I'm really sorry for your lost, that's my worst nightmare honestly.

If you couldn't tell I was being sarcastic, I apologize much more for yours.

OK LISTEN

i love the sarcasm here, and im not even being sarcastic. this is legit every quitting post ever

Alatar wrote on 23rd December 2019, 04:48 PM:

Quote:

Sleddy wrote on 23rd December 2019, 04:44 PM:
I'm really sorry for your lost, that's my worst nightmare honestly.

If you couldn't tell I was being sarcastic, I apologize much more for yours.

who the hell jokes over death? weirdo

This is it. This community has driven me to the edge, it's run my patience down into the ground, it's cracked my defenses and brought me to tears. Over half of this damn community is nothing but TOXIC.

I'm sure you all know that I have depression, along with anxiety, ADHD, and Triple X Syndrome (I was born with an extra X chromosome, which slows down my development.) A lot of you seem to think I am trying to attention seek, but I am not; a cry for help is not begging for attention. Honestly, is it too much to ask for someone I can lean on in my time of need?

I do go to therapy for my anxiety and depression, but if I'm being honest, the longer I stay extremely active on these Forums, the worse my anxiety & depression get, the more negative my thoughts become, and the more I have an extremely strong urge to hurt something and/or myself.

I'm the type to become easily saddened, much like Hashirama from Naruto; though I also have a side to me that represents Tobirama, protective over my closest friends.
Nearly every time someone from this community was saying things to one of my friends, I stepped in, and it just never ends well for me. I'm just not the type that people can take seriously, I guess, and yet that's how I wanted to be taken all this time.

This community has ruined my life, it made me not trust my real family, it made me skittish and afraid of people in general. It's given me memories that I don't want to have nor do I want to remember them. The toxicity in this community has gotten to be too much, it seems that everywhere I go, someone's there to be rude when all I wanted was someone to talk to about my problems. That's like someone's pouring tons of salt in my wounds.

So, that's just it. I'm done. I'm out, there's so few genuinely nice people left in this community. Adios, I'll probably only visit at the ends of years, but don't expect me to keep that promise. I know I won't be missed.

- Kayden

alatar is using the correct format

Everything aside, I like your sense of humour

yikes... mentioning watching your dog die (Even tho it was a joke) Brings me a lot of memories.