I had to have someone listen and help me. The memory I am about to tell keeps rewinding in my head. Me leaving my old school to come to a whole other state was devastating.
May 1,2013
I was called to go home but my sister told me why. My older sister. I went outside, but than ran back to my school.
"I'm not moving, Chelsea"
I went to my classroom until she found me.
"NO!! I'm not going!!" I had said with tears streaming like a river down my cheeks.
She dragged me out and i kept fighting back but I couldn't. When I got in the car, I was looking back punching the window screaming and crying. I was pulling out my hair and good thing I brought a knife with me cuz I started cutting my wrist for the first time and put the knife in the trash because were still at home.
"Why?!?! Why do we have to move?!?!?!?!" I asked my mom with blood flooding from my wrist.
"Your dad."she answered

October 3,2013
I created my forum account. The birth of my second home.

Did you cut your whole wrist?
Either ways, it's sad you have to leave your school.
~Jona

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Did you cut your whole wrist?

Either ways, it's sad you have to leave your school.

~Jona

Lol no! Just deep enough cuts to make it bleed. Only two cuts.

It must of been painful of what you are going through. You had to leave behind some important stuff. I am glad you have found happiness in OldCp!

What did your dad do to make this happen? Don't you think cutting your wrists because of moving is a little dramatic?

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What did your dad do to make this happen? Don't you think cutting your wrists because of moving is a little dramatic?

Can't explain and I didn't only cut cuz I was moving, because other things I don't wanna say.

Ooow! That must be painful. I would feel like I was dead if I were you and got those cuts... and sad you had to move, I also moved to my new town about a year and 4 months ago...

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Ooow! That must be painful. I would feel like I was dead if I were you and got those cuts... and sad you had to move, I also moved to my new town about a year and 4 months ago...[/quote
At the time, it was like letting all those depressed thoughts wash away.

Well, that is wonderful. Always let the bad thoughts wash away, and the good thoughts study to always stay in your mind

Im so sorry. Where ever you move, give it a chance. You never know if you will like it.

Don't worry, Fashionista. Things will always get better. You just have to be positive. Stay strong, Fashionista we are here for you.

~ Your helpful member, OoBubblesoO.